hmm... i'm updating quite regularly. know why i'm online? i'm waiting for 2 people to come online so that we can discuss our S paper history question before our presentation on thursday. do you know that i think we're all going to DIE!!!

*screams* can you see that i'm panicking!!!

other than the fact that my heartbeat is WAY faster than normal, i think i'm fine, thank you.

OMG!!! or as my sister would say ONG!!!

i find this quite disturbing because normally i'm not that emotional online.
okay, i've calmed down. somewhat.

perhaps it helps telling someone, lucky thing Natalie was online. and no, it was about something else and not the S paper. thanks for trying to be so optimistic for me girl. i hope it comes about as you say it may happen. you're sweet. but right now, i'm feeling like it may not be very possible. we'll see in time shall we?

Just feel like getting down on my knees and praying for a miracle.